What’s a NEW MOON?…When the SUN and the MOON are in the same sign
A NEW MOON can mean a NEW YOU! Read that again…It “can” mean a new you. Everything you need is there for a fresh start in the area that TAURUS rules in your natal chart is there; it is all up to you on how you USE it!!
Feel the lightning bolt, yet?…heehee! It has taken me 31 one years to really “feel” this one~ I suppose it’s because Taurus energy is so damn Pokey but this year, THIS YEAR , I GET IT! Have I lost ya, yet? I don’t wanna rewrite all the info on it, so if your lost click the links to expand your mind and we can be on the same page or not; the choice is yours;)
What I do wanna write about is how this beautiful Taurus energy has affected me!
Taurus rules my 3rd house (Communication)~ which is empty! What the hell! So, I don’t know how to communicate? haha I do know how to communicate when I wanna! My Empty 3rd house simply means I do not really need any extra gusto in this area~ However… I have Chiron in Taurus in my 2nd house! Chiron, the wounded healer in Greek mythology~ and the bane of my existence…this is how it felt for a loooooong time, anyway~ a complete world of self loathing, feelings of inadequacy and the fear of never being able to achieve or get what I want. I thought Life was bitch and I let her slap the hell outta me! (I don’t communicate when this aspect is haunting/hurting me because I don’t think my thoughts are WORTH anything)
Somewhere along the line ( I can’t really pin point when it hit), I started thinking about all the dreams and hopes I had when I was a little girl! I wanted to go beyond the moon and over the rainbow! and somewhere along the line (I do know this one but I will save it for my book ) I was wounded (Chiron). I depended and bended too much on what others thought, or what I thought they thought, and not what I KNEW deep down in my heart and soul was true about ME. (dammit!)
When I was a Freshman in Highschool, I wanted to go to Chicago after I graduated. It just felt like something I should do, ya know? Break out of the small town life and LIVE! One little comment by a classmate, deterred that dream. It was said in Biology class sophomore year, “You’ll never leave here, your whole family is from here, aren’t they? My family lives all over…” the comment wasn’t said meanly, just matter-of-factly. The worst thing I could have done was buy into it and I did. I was an Honor student with a full ride scholarship to college and I stayed in that ramshackle of a town and got semi-hooked on meth a year after a graduated. YA! meth. Makes me wanna puke just writing it! (more about that experience at another time). My other experiences with my Chiron in Taurus are in previous posts. Check em out~ I Need a New Pair of Shoes and Satisfied Mind.
It took me so looooong to right that wrong turn. Hell, I’m still righting (writing) it! But the point is I recognize where my weakness lies. In that conscious awareness, it is helping ME and maybe help YOU figure out where your wounds lie~
PS I worked for years as a nurse on a Chemical Dependency Unit~ In my opinion, addictions will never heal unless you fix your OLD WOUNDS. They are deep and many do not want to go that far down but the addiction will show back up in one form or another, unless that OLDEST DEEPEST WOUND is HEALED~
Peace, Love, & Healing to you ALL,